The Journey

Blog post created by aranel vivarini, owner of www.aranelvivarini.com. this blog would be about the journey of a creator, trying to chase the dream of making it in the art industry, as well as adventures and share stories and people that I've meet through it. blogging is a way of curating the soul

What is this I'm feeling?

here I am trying to keep up with my sanity, keeping my anxieties and all these feelings at bay. it's a constant battle that you fight with yourself, a battle you have no choice but to fight. I have to make peace with all of these raw emotions. I'm not scared of them, that's not why I'm writing this. I'm writing this to remind myself that all of these emotions are a part of life, a part of my personal growth, a part of what's going to make me a better person after all. see there are many things we're not told as kids, we're told that we have to work hard to make things happen but they don't tell us all the emotional battles we have to go through in order to make it all happen and succeed, but no worries life is amazing. You're going to go through hell and back and that's okay too, you're going to be fine. just listen to some Kanye west or Beyonce and put some shades on to feel like you own this mother F##*K world! 

                                       - Aranel Vivarini

Tribble mill park tree

The Move

March 29th 2017 was the day I left home for the first time, I didn't know what I was doing until the moment I set foot in the plane. I was speechless for a moment, I told myself that everything was going to be fine, but then doubt started kicking in, why would you leave your house? why leave your work, why would you go and make things harder for yourself? why? well your dreams, you're chasing your dreams kid. I don't quite know what I'm doing here, all I know is that I'm chasing a dream, we're taught to be in one place all the time, we're taught that in order to be successful we should go to school first and then everything is going to fall in place, I'm doing everything out of order, but just a little reminder that's okay as well, rules sometimes are meant to be broken, I don't know if I'll be successful or if everything will fall in place but all I know is that I'll be working hard towards my dreams, yes there's a lot of doubt within myself but there's also dreams and hopes, there are people out there rooting for me, who believed in me even before I started believing in myself. so hear me out, I'll be trying to keep my sanity and write a blog once a week, I'll put some pictures up of what this journey looks like, and I'll share a bit of my soul in here for you guys.

 

- Aranel Vivarini